Had band practise on monday.. From 9-5.. Received 2 gifts tat day.. I was so surprised!! 1st one is from LiJie.. It's a christmas gift for me.. Another one is from band.. BEST JUNIOR AWARD.. haha.. I don't think I'm a good junior.. So I was really vry surprised to have received tat award..
Ysrtday BAND again.. Ystrday band was great.. haha.. Hope tat we can continue to sound lyk ystrday.. Or.. Mayb better..
Posted on Sunday 28 December 2008, 12:20
When two hearts are meant to be.. No matters how long it takes.. No matter how far they go.. No matter how tough it seems to be.. Fate will bring them together to share a live forever and to live... HAPPILY EVER AFTER..
Its hard to wait around for something that you know might not happen.. But its even harder to give up.. When you know its everything you ever wanted..
ystrday was Ros bdae.. xinTing, ros, shee hwee n me went to bugis.. This Fashion,,Bugis street,,KFC den went back to bugis junction to take neoprints.. Too bad yijia is not here.. we bought a small cake for her.. We wanted to bake a cake for her at first.. But.. We had no enough time.. So.. jux bought one.. haha.. Not sincere enough..
last nyt 小娘惹。。 玉珠said to 月娘.. u must have courage to pursue ur own happiness.. COURAGE.. yarr.. I don't have the courage to pursue my own happiness.. I'm a coward.. I don't deserve to be happy..
pixs of the foods!!
Posted on Sunday 21 December 2008, 21:56
xinting n me cut one..haha..raw Popcorn chicken..
可以开动了！！
Posted on , 21:00
Had a cooking lesson at xinting's grandma house t0day.. We didnt cook.. we only helped her grandma to cut the veg n make the sauce.. It was fun.. HaHa.. Niice.. I will cook it for my family someday.. Or person i love?? Okayy.. Impossible.. Although those are jux a few simple dishes.. But... It's really very nice.. It reminds me of my grandma hu had jux passed away.. ErR.. 1 year ago.. I miss her badly.. ... ... ... I almost cry jux now.. HaHa.. Okayy.. I'm alryt now..
for me.. Its vry important for girls to know how to cook.. haha.. 因为。。 对我来说能煮给心爱的人或家人吃是最幸福的事。。 虽然。。 不会煮可以去外面吃。。 不过。。 吃自己在家煮的东西感觉比较不一样。。 多了一点。。 温暖的感觉。。 虽然只是家常便饭。。 不过。。 我永远也吃不腻。。
bought latest teenage magazine.. FREE S.H.E POSTER.. My idol!!!! haha.. I'm so happy.. gonna paste on my bedroom's wall later.. ^^ 2009 forecast.. Piscean's love: For single out there, love is in the air.Unfortunately, you're still reeling from old wounds... ... ...
It's so accurate.. yar.. about my old wounds.. I dun think it will be healed.. coz.. It has been hurt.. again n again..
Posted on Saturday 20 December 2008, 17:22
Went to watch my 宝贝's dance competition on thursday.. Although she didnt win.. but I still think tat she did a good job.. Wnt to watch?? I show u the video.. eRr.. Her dance sch is really vry hard to find.. Me, shee hwee n ros.. walked about 1 hr still couldnt find the place.. haha.. I called her mny tymes but she didnt pick up.. U noe wat her mom said?? She said cant call her to ask where is the place.. If we ask her.. we will end up walk longer.. haha.. btw.. benjamin was there.. Last year campus superstar.. After the competition.. we went home.. I reached home at about 12am.. I've been going back home vry late lately.. I NEVER did tis in indonesia.. I had to reach home before 5 indonesia tym.. Which is 6 here.. early ryt?? haha.. Mayb.. my parents think tat I've grown up.. n can take care of myself.. erR.. 64 days to my sweet 17 bdae.. Old le.. ^^
H came to spore ystrdae.. he xmx me.. Asked me.. how am I.. How r me n D.. Do i love D.. etc.. I answered all his qns honestly.. or mayb.. I shouldnt had done tat.. Coz I broke up wif him coz of D.. N.. I think he'll b sad.. But.. ... ... gRr.. It's so confusing.. He is going to china today.. I think he reach alr.. Enjoy..^^
Tiz afternoon.. I watched a show in channel u.. N.. I cried.. vry gan dong.. The show's name is 'say i do'.. I cried when the guy said I love u to his gf.. Den he knelt down n asked his gf to marry him.. Although.. It was jux a small action.. but.. It really touched me.. haha.. 我知道。。 女主角不是我。。
going to 宝贝 grandma's hus tomorrow to learn cooking.. yeepee.. Ros bdae is coming soon.. Have to buy her bdae present.. ^^
The video.. happy watching..
Posted on Thursday 18 December 2008, 11:52
Went to ervina's house on tues wif my dad.. Long tym no c.. haha.. I bought a blouse at pepper plus.. It's the 5th shirt i bought 4 chinese new year.. my aunt gave me 2.. so total.. 7.. haha.. My dad asked me how mny clothes i have.. I said 6.. Den he asked how bout pants? i said 1.. den he laughed.. he said,"u dun hv to wear pants arh?keep buying shirts.." i dun care.. I bought tat blouse.. ^^
Went my aunt's house ystrday.. i jux stepped into her house.. she asked me if I'm on diet cox I look thinner.. HaHa.. of cox no larh.. But I did lose weight.. From 48+kg to 47.8 den 46.6.. Now.. 46.1kg onii. I told her I have no appetite.. she said there's sth wrong wif me.. Asked my mom to bring me to the doc.. LoL.. there's nth wrong wif me.. C doctor oso no use.. haha.. mayb i should go to the doc ask 4 sleeping pills..
Posted on Tuesday 16 December 2008, 12:01
bbq again ystrdae.. It was the worst bbq ever.. haha.. but.. actually.. quite niice larh.. ystrdae kept raining.. all of us were wet.. including me.. haha.. raj took off his shirt.. sexy.. ^^ xinting came vry late.. at about 5.. wen she arrived.. wee kiat, sandy n joey left alr.. All indian there.. Onii me n xinting.. we talked a lot.. long tym nvr meet.. She passed me the tickets le.. E16,17,18.. We'll b sitting bhind her parents... okay ryt??
I cried lst nyt.. I rembered wat he said to me b4.. haiz.. 爱情最折磨的不是别离。。 而是感动的回忆。。 让人很容易站在原地。。 以为。。 还会得去。。
Friday nyt.. xmxed wif ros til 12 midnyt.. den couldn't sleep le.. When i finally closed my eyes.. My dad's alarm rang.. It was 6.. omg.. So I was awake for the whole nyt.. I lied on the bed.. tried to sleep.. Finally i slept.. I woke up at almost 11.. I ate a lil bit 4 my breakfast n didnt eat lunch.. at 2+.. I went off to carynna's house.. Bbq last nyt was.. erR.. haha.. funny?? yar.. We started to eat at about 10.. They couldn't start the fire.. LoL.. All of us were hungry.. Esp me.. I was xtremely hungry.. haha.. N.. some ppl even suggested to order pizza n forget about the bbq thingy.. haha.. although i was hungry.. I didnt care.. Me,denise,elton,huimin,cheryl went near the pool there to play water.. like small kids.. but denise n cheryl jux sat there.. me, elton n huimin played until wet.. my shirt, my hair n pants were all wet.. we played halfway.. elijah came.. he became our target.. we kept splashing the water to him.. haha.. he also wet.. after we played water.. we went back to the bbq pit.. Couldnt eat yet.. So.. We played again.. But changed the game.. We played catching.. mny ppl joined us.. I kept running up n down.. Vry tired.. I was caught for.. Err.. 2x.. who caught me?? 1st tym was hannah.. 2nd tym was elijah.. I ran til vry tired.. I caught elton den i went back to the bbq pit.. I gave up.. haha.. I helped them with the foods... while the others.. almost all ppl were stil playing games.. from catching to murderer.. -.-' at almost 10.. finally.. We cn eat.. haha.. But i didnt eat much.. only 2 satays n otah.. Went home at 11+.. btw.. i saw mr dass at bt batok when i went home last nyt.. I reached home at 12+.. I bathed (vry cold even though i used hot water).. I watched tv until 3 coz i wnted to wait my hair to dry.. I didnt wnt to use hair dryer coz it will damage my hair.. ^^ Guess wat tym did i wake up today?? 12!!! until now.. I still cant believe tat i woke up at 12.. U should know tat.. I used to wake up early.. Omg.. Wat had happened to me??
ystrdae was my best fren bdae.. I forgot to say happy bdae to her.. so sorry.. happy blated bdae ervina!!
Posted on Wednesday 10 December 2008, 13:26
My aunt came to my house lst nyt..
^^
She brought my cousins..
HaHa..
I miss them so much..
I brought them to the playground..
Although it was almost 11pm..
haha..
show u the pics..
At almost 12..
We went to a coffeeshop to eat supper..
It was such an unhealthy supper..
haha..
but..
i ate a lot..
I ate until vry full..
Reach home at almost 1..
I couldnt sleep..
Watched tv until 2+..
Woke up at 6+ ..
Vry tired lher..
But band was vry fun today..
No conductor..
Seniors only..
^^
I didnt knoe tat i hv ulcers..
I blew the instrument ntil my lips vry pain..
I used my hand to touch..
I saw Blood..
haha..
my lips was bleeding..
I rinsed my mouth..
continued playing..
Chatting wif yijia ryt now..
I relised sth..
I'm vry fortunate..
Although he's not here wif me..
But..
at least there r memories..
Those memories enough..
I should feel contented..
I won't ask for more..
Thanks for giving me all those sweet memories..
Thx..
^^
Posted on Tuesday 9 December 2008, 18:19
went to jurong point ystrday.. i didnt know tat ystrday was public holiday.. If i knew.. I would nvr go out.. It was so crowded there.. haha.. but.. NvM.. 有收获。。 I bought a bag.. I have mny bags le.. but i still bought it.. My dad didn't say anything.. so I dun care.. ^^ I want to buy a dress.. But I couldn't find.. So sad..
I went to sch is afternoon.. My.. erm.. Niece wnts to study there.. yess.. my niece.. I'm her aunt.. haha.. I'm old ryt.. She's applying for sec3.. so mayb.. we'll b in one class.. Or.. mayb wif u.. But not sure yet.. She'll be seeing our principal tomorro.. Hope she cn get in to our sch..
I dunno wads wrong wif me tis afternoon.. Saravannan took the same bus wif me to sch.. both of us sat at the last row.. I knew someone was sitting there.. but i didnt knoe tat guy was sara.. haha.. Until we reached sch.. N we stood up.. den we saw each other.. haha..
Going to sch again tomoro.. EXTRA band practices.. Haiz.. Band room not open.. I"m going to bring sch he saxophone n bring it back again.. So heavy..
o yar.. Ask my bro to carry 4 me.. haha.. today is his birthday.. No birthday gft for him.. Duno wad to buy.. ^^ I'm such a good sister.. do u agree wif me?
am i n0t good enough for him??
Posted on Sunday 7 December 2008, 17:35
It has been a long day for me.. as usual.. haiz..
i.. couldnt sleep again last nyt.. I kept thinking of tat bbq nyt.. kept thinking of.. how i fell down coz i was worried about him.. how i still walked around despite of the big bruise tat i had on my leg which was vry painful.. how relieved i felt wen he was alread alrite.. how i gave him the jelly after he finished playing basketball.. how his friend snatched it away from him.. how he said thx wen i gave him another one.. ....
I jux cant stop thinking of him.. I really cant forget him..
After i read yijia's blog.. i keep thinking.. am i not good enough for him??
Posted on Friday 5 December 2008, 12:23
Couldn't sleep again last nyt.. LoL.. 1st tym looked at my phone.. it was 00.45.. 2nd tym.. 01.26.. I think i slept at 2+ last nyt.. woke up at 9+.. vry late huh..
ErM.. i opened my cupboard.. I saw my camera.. I've almost forgotten tat i hv a camera.. I browsed through the pictures.. I realised sth.. I miss my old sch life.. I miss my sch in indonesia.. I miss all of my friends n ex-classmates.. I miss my teachers.. I wnt to go back..
I MISS U ALL!!
☠☠☠
Posted on Thursday 4 December 2008, 21:11
aLmost late for band this morning.. omg.. I couldn't wake up.. I was too tired coz i couldn't sleep last nyt.. I said tat i wnt to forget him.. but y did i still find myself crying in the middle of the night.. haiz.. But anyway.. I had a long nap tiz afternoon.. I slept from 3+ to 6.. quite long.. haha..
band this morning was quite scary.. The instructor seemed vry emo.. tis is wat he said tis morning.. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..10 MINS BREAK..COME BACK AT 10.05..
Wat our senior said was ryt.. we're not putting in enough effort n SYF is coming soon.. We've to work hard.. Or we'll get bronze or even C.O.P (Certificate of participation).. Wat we aim is SILVER.. So we must work hard for it.. ^^
There'll b a bbq on 13th Dec.. I tink it'll b vry fun.. yeah.. I cant wait animore..
Thiings to do: ☠Fetch triplet at clementi mrt station on 13th.. ☠PRACTISE!! ☠Stop thinking about HIM!!
无聊！！
Posted on Wednesday 3 December 2008, 13:24
I'm soo boored..
got nothing to do..
huhu..
I jux edited my bLogg..
Go find out wat's the diff..
Dun tel me dun hv..
coz i edited it for about 2 hrs..
Long huh??
I couldn't sleep last nyt..
Kept thinKing of him..
aiya..
I still said wnt to delete him from my memory..
I must be crazy..
haha..
it's 1.32 now..
I should have eaten lunch..
But..
I dun feel lyk eating..
I didnt even finish my breakfast..
I bought a packet of rice wif meat n 2 vegs..
I ate half onii..
I didn'tthrow it away..
coz my mom said cant waste food..
So I'll eat it again later..
HiHi..
taT packet of rice..
is my breakfast+dinner..
Pathetic ryt??
.........
Posted on Tuesday 2 December 2008, 12:16
I skipped band lesson.. haha.. Not feeLing well.. stay at home play comp better..
Sry 4 ystrday post.. i wrote in ind.. hihi..
going 2009 s00n.. New Year.. New beginning.. I've to let go of the past.. I know it'll be vry tough.. but.. I'll try.. no.. it's a must.. I've to delete him from my memory.. so i won't be so miserable..
I used to believe in '4eva'.. But.. I dun believe anymore.. Coz.. 4eva.. doesn't exist..
xinting n me cut one..haha..
raw Popcorn chicken..
